to my core. My hands are tied and I've never regretted being broke before, but today marks the first day of it.
My energy is pure and positive, but I feel it weakening, and as I sense repeated roadblocks, I feel faint and tired to the point of exhaustion. I've dealt with so much last year and my sickness has left me spent. What do I do? I keep banging on all the doors, but they remain closed. I wish I had enough positivity in me to fight it all back, but I am really weak at this point. My weight has dropped to lower than 100 pounds as a result of being sick. Work is piling up here. My brother is suffering from Chicken Pox which he contracted from me. I am facing blocks to my happiness. It all seems to line up against me and I am afraid that I will break into pieces, like a twig. What about my happiness? Did the fates forget to write in my destiny even the basics?
I need Krishna's help- today, more than ever. No, I'm not giving up on anything. My mind just needs rest.
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