It is important to recognize one's anger, or else it can hollow one's self. I admit it today to myself- I am angry. At what/ who? There are too many of those. I'm just going to say, I'm angry at fate. Life. Whatever it is that always delivers me the short end of the stick.
I've made mistakes, no denying that. But I've always gone out of my way to do things for people, to help in any way I can, to listen, to advise, to give. Then WHY do those very people break my trust, leave me when I need them most, bite the very hand that once fed them, get upset at me for the one mistake I made, expect from me things I cannot possibly give them? Don't I deserve better? I'm angry because my trust in humanity decreases, and thus decreases my will to do anything for it.
I deserve much better. I will get what I deserve.
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