The Girlfriend type

I don't know what this means- but I've dated 7 guys in the last year without ending up as a girlfriend to any of them. Two of them found other girls right under my nose. One of them, a scorpio, ended up becoming a cool buddy who I occasionally hang out with at Yogurtland. The other two, I told that I am not interested. One of them just was a wuss. 

What does that say about me? I am not exactly girlfriend material...why? I do not know. It is ironic- the person who can probably love more passionately than most is not girlfriend material because she is too intense, too fiery, too deep. Love is for the strong, but I guess men like more subdued, more aloof, cooler girls. Maybe it has to do with the way I look- perhaps men think that the blond haired, light eyed types makes better girlfriends than the bony brunettes. Perhaps I suck in bed. I don't know why I'm not girlfriend material, but the thought that I am not cut out to be someone's girlfriend makes me curl up my lip in a sardonic grin. Such is life.

I'm relatively easy on the eyes- I have a relatively pure heart and a relatively passionate mindset. I should be a package. Really. Ha. Such is life.