I was feeling bitter in the morning towards that particular person who treated me very unfairly- and once bitterness starts to form, boy, does it grow exponentially by the second. It is such a scary experience to realize that! The only way for me to control it was to see the bigger picture and understand that I am facing these consequences because of my own deeds- and that I am the one to blame for his behavior towards me because I behaved like that with people in my life previously. Therefore, I must learn my lesson this time.
At the same time, I realized how fortunate I am that at least god gifted me with the ability to see the end of it clearly and that I will win my love back in the end. Most people are not able to recognize those special messages from Krishna/ god/ the Universe/ the higher power/ divinity- whatever you want to call it.
Taking responsibility for your actions can be quite humbling, but at the same time, it can offer you a lot of peace and the realization that you have the power to change things and situations in your life. I promise to change every day, and I do see that change in myself a lot more now.
I love you, Krishna, you even came to visit me in my acting class today :) I couldn't believe it, but you were there- you're everywhere for me, aren't you?
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