I leave everything to Krishna. That way, I give up on my worrying. As I sat there in my meditative center yesterday, I stared at Krishna for a while. I realized that I was staring at the world's most beautiful man ever. His dreamy, luminiscent, doe eyes, staring back at me, with a mild, sweet smile on his red, full lips. I stare at him unabashedly. He's too beautiful...forget higher spiritual connections- this lifetime may just be spent absorbing his physical beauty. I don't think I'm over it yet...I don't know if I'll ever get over my first love.
He is perfect. I felt a knot in my gut/ esophagus area yesterday, since the morning, because of stress. As I meditated, I realized that this is the place in our body where we store our ego. I asked for Krishna's help in undoing this knot. It takes a few minutes, but little by little, I work on it and it is gone, finally. That felt wonderful- I felt like I had been sick for years, and now I am able to finally get up from my bed and breathe easily. I need to leave things to him and just rest.
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