Nightmares

My dreams are just weird sometimes, but the nightmares are downright deadly.

I was writing a letter in my dream, trying to list everything that I wanted in my lifetime, but I was unable to move the pen or lift it. Move to the next scene, I'm pregnant and something is sucking the life out of me, but I cannot exactly point to what was doing that. I just felt something that was pulling me down to the floor- a force strong enough to vacuum the unborn life out of me. I was resisting gravity with all my strength. I woke up and stared at the ceiling of my room for an hour since I could not sleep.

I don't know what this means- I hope I get to live to see my child. Before I go, I would want to have the chance to be a good daughter/ friend/ girlfriend/ wife/ actor/ mother.