Shackled

The whole world feels like a jail- I feel shackled.

My feet are bound- I am not able to move from here. I am not able to remove myself from this predicament.I see the solution- but I'm not able to move towards it.

I want to be able to eat a full meal again without feeling sick to my stomach- my 24th birthday is coming up, Krishna. But more importantly, your birthday is coming up even before that- August 21st. Please grant me the gift that I ask for- it has been over a year now. So many heartbreaks in a year, Krishna? I know that my Karma has everything to do with whatever I face today, but please, I'll serve it in another way- I'll do good because I am good, and that's the only way that I know how to do things.