Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Why does he

feel the need to hide things from me? It doesn't work, and it ends up hurting me so much that I end up with these depression spells that make me sick. Literally, so sick that I have to leave work in the middle of the day.

I would do anything in my power to make this person smile. Doesn't he know that? Then why does he have to lie to me about things? Is it me? Am I too passionate? Forceful?

I only mean good. At this point, I wouldn't mind dying or passing away, because no matter how good you are, it doesn't matter. I always end up suffering. I hope that Krishna himself comes to take me. Even if he decided to take me away tonight and I never wake up from my sleep, I wouldn't mind. Not at all.

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