I don't have any concrete plans yet. My friend yesterday told me that he is going out with two of his cousins and they're going to party in a rowdy way on the streets of Hollywood. A tinge of jealousy enters my mind, not because I want to be with that particular group of people, but because I want to party raucously too. All my friends are uppity or wannabe uppity people, who are not into the whole dive bar scene. I, on the other hand, do enjoy that very much. I am a tomboy- I want to walk around streets with my hands around the shoulders of my guy friends, stumbling drunkenly. All my life, people have taken me to be this responsible, dour person. I am so the opposite of that. I also wish my parents allowed me more freedom when I was a teenager- I'd have a more diverse group of friends that way. Once you grow older, you don't tend to make friends that easily- at least that's what it seems like. And every guy that I talk to somehow gets the idea of hooking up/ dating/ having sex with me. Argh, can't guys and girls be good friends and leave it at that?
Summarizing my whining for today- I wish I could party rowdily on the streets of hollywood tonight.
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