Life is an excellent teacher

Karma is the purpose behind living- when our Karma is over in this lifetime, our role as physical beings ceases to exist. Karma will make events happen over and over until we learn our lessons, as painful as that may sound. Yes, we wonder sometimes, "I am so good, then why are these bad things happening to me?" But then again, bad Karma may have been backlogged from years ago, or lifetimes ago.

What we can do is control our actions and thoughts today, so that we can neutralize any bad residual Karma and can potentially earn good Karma.

desires

One must not lose desires. They are mighty stimulants to creativeness, to love and to long life.

I'm just got married and I'm pregnant!

Overjoyed. The whole family is awaiting the little addition. I'm also doing so well in my acting career- just got nominated for an award for my work in a latest film. 

Most of all, I'm content with myself and I have no complaints from the world around me.

All of the above written words are things i want for myself. I want my heart to stop aching- it's been doing that for so long. I want my energy back. I want my peace and my happiness back, I want my courage and my strength back. I want it all back- I deserve it.